I was just reading back through 2 posts ago, and I realized something. I said I was worried that I wouldn't be able to give my children the things they deserved in life. I know when I wrote that I was thinking of material things. I want to apologize to anyone that may come across my blog and read that, because that isn't what is important to me truly. The most important things aren't things you can put a price on, and I know that. I just hope I can make them proud of the decisions I will be making in the next 90 days, and when they look back on this time in the future they will be proud of me as a mother.