Mediation II

Today was the second attempt at mediation with Dan. As I'm sure anyone can imagine, it didn't go well. I'm not allowed to talk about the specifics of what went on, but just know that C.D raised it to another level today. The accusations were absolutely gut wrenching to listen to from across the table, and his behavior was nothing short of desperate and disgusting. I know I said last time that I wouldn't cry again, but I totally wimped out right in the middle. I started out so strong too. I had given myself a big pep-talk in the car on the way over, and really thought I was going to do well. But it never fails, that when I get face to face with the guy I go all nerves.