My grandmother, my dads mom, had open heart surgery a few nights ago. She had complications after surgery, and is now in the critical care unit. Part of me almost feels guilty for not having of ever gotten the kids to see her. But then I remember why, and I don't feel so bad. I know that sounds bad, but I just have a hard time understanding how she could stay married to him. My uncles and father have always taken care of her, so its not because she was afraid of her financial situation. You know what else gets me? That all these other people are having major health problems before him. People like him should go first, but I know God doesn't work like that.