Mediation

Crap Mediation...I feel like such a loser. I get there in front of him, and I turn into such a coward. He must love it, the control he has over me. I had to keep my stupid freaking hands in my lap the whole time because they were shaking so much. I didn't want the mediator guy to think I was crazy or something. I HATE THIS. I used to have such a strong personality. I wasn't afraid of anything, or anyone. I go back in 2 weeks. I think next time I just won't look at him, I think that might help.